privet driver for me please
no more getting annoyed with driving that bloody car ….
no more white hair because my mom or dad are driving me nuts NUTS NUTSin the right seat…

I just want my own car ,which maybe I’ll try to drive but my confidence level regarding my driving skill is way bellow 0 because , apparently, I am bloody hopeless ( don’t how I managed to pass the driving exam, guess then I had more faith in my own skill than now or didn’t care what the other person in the car thought about my driving )
And just to be sure I get somewhere in one piece I am gonna have a privet driver! just drive me around because I can NOT do it right …..

hate hate hate that car!

I wonder if I was alone in that car when I was driving, am I going to drive better? And stop second guessing all my decision ? Left or right? To fast or to slow?

I can believe I am saying this but I really don’t like driving these days …. is it just me or the fact that I am being criticized every time (you’re going too fast …well 40km/h is too fast then I am I a natural redhead) really can’t make up my mind about that.
Okay, they don’t make such a big deal about it …. but I am! They try the whole being supportive stuff but they don’t get it quite right.
Because the driver ,how ever beginner he or she is, does the driving as best as he or she can. Right? Well I can’t do my best because I am constantly second guessing absolutely everything I do when I am at that wheel.
I know practice makes perfect! But I do not want to practice anymore because I end up (nearly) in tears (I sounds like such a drama queen right about now)

i just want to drive without worrying so much … the car has insurance
it has airbags
I wear that seatbelt… so nothing that wrong can happen… just disappointing people which I think I already did

(need a really strong drink ….right about now)